Shelby Marks

Shelby Marx is actually often misspelled as Shelby Marks. Shelby Marx "Victoria Justice" is on iCarly iFight. I thought about that, but it just sounds too predictable. I dunno. Maybe Carly will actually stand up for Shelby Marks and take care of this one on her own. That would be nice change
Shelby Marks on iCarly preview 1

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Helicopter crash Hudson river

I think it's fair to say, that the rescue on helicopter crash Hudson river has changed from a rescue to a recovery mission, and, that probably was what we could have started out with the instant it happened.

Sounds more like a cold-hearted bastard. This incident probably interrupted a game of golf or a real estate deal. San antonio can have him.
NYC Mayor Michael Bloomberg Statement On Helicopter & Small Plane [Piper PA-32] Crash Over New York City's Hudson River - 08/08/09
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Abbey Road web cam

Abbey Road web camI'm dumbfounded, what is interesting to see on Abbey Road web cam live? There is a dedicated website for this 24 hour live broadcast of Abbey Road, and according to them the Abbey Road is the authrority road when it comes to music. Or something like that.
Welcome to Abbey Road, one of the most famous, authoritative and popular names in the world of music.

We have been at the heart of the music industry for over 75 years and have welcomed thousands of the worlds most celebrated artists, record labels, producers, managers, composers, orchestras, film companies, directors and actors, to the studios.

One of our most famous clients, The Beatles, recorded 90% of their recordings at Abbey Road studios. In April 1969, they came together to record their final album as a group and titled it ‘Abbey Road.’ This album became their best selling work and featured Abbey Road Studios and the now iconic image of the zebra crossing on the front cover.

Here, you can see for yourself the most famous black and white stripes in London by viewing our webcam, which is trained on the crossing 24 hours a day.

Watch live here.

Heidi Montag Playboy pictures

You might be wondering, so how did all this Heidi Montag Playboy pictures end up happening? Kim Kardashian Convinces Heidi Montag To Do Playboy. This is such hard hitting news. Some bimbo named Heidi is going to flash her meat curtains and babylons for millions of perverts. I'll probably beat off to the pictures a couple times then move on with my life. It's always amusing when celebrities say they're posing for Playboy because it's "classy". There's nothing classy about Playboy. It's a fap magazine, plain and simple.

Here is a video on how Heidi Montag Playboy pictures came to be

Send It On lyrics

Send It On lyrics Selena Gomez Jonas Brothers Miley Cyrus Demi Lovato

Oh Words,words are just words
'til you mean what you say

And love,isnt love
'til you give it away

We've all gotta give

Yes,something to give

[Nick & Miley:]
To make a change

Send it on
(send it on)
On and on
(on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
(be a part)
Reach a heart
(reach a heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Just Smile
(Joe: Just smile..)

And the world
(and the world..)
Will smile

[Demi & Joe:]
along with you..

That small act of love
Thats meant for one
Will become two

If we take the chances..

The chance circumstances

Imagine all we can do

[Credit to: ]
(If we...)

Send it on
(send it on)
On and on
(on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
(be a part)
Reach a heart
(reach a heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Shine a light and send it on

Send it on..

Theres power in all of the choices we make

[Selena & Joe:]
So im starting now theres not a moment to wait

Words,just words
'til you mean what you say

[Selena & Kevin:]
And love,is love
'til you give it away

Send it on
(Send it on)
On and on
(on and on)
Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
(be a part)
Reach a heart
(reach a heart)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
Will never stop
Make us strong
Send a light and send it on

(Nick: send it on..)

Just one hand can heal another
Be a part
(be a part..)
reach a heart
(reach a heart..)
Just one spark starts a fire
With one little action the chain reaction
We'll help it start
Make us strong
Shine a light and
Give it on

(Demi: shine a light and send it on..)

Shine a light and send it on..

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Trahn Jimmy Ng

If you saw this clip at the end of American Dad, "In loving memory of Trahn Jimmy Ng, you might be wondering who the heck is Trahn Jimmy Ng. Supposedly he was a friend of one of the animators and was killed in the line of duty with the RCMP (Royal Canadian Mounted Police) by street car racers.

UFC 101 Fight Card | UFC Countdown 101

2nd part of our UFC Countdown 101, here is the complete UFC 101 Fight Card:

UFC Lightweight Championship
BJ Penn
Hilo, Hawaii
Kenny Florian

Westwood, Massachusetts
Light Heavyweight (205lbs)
Anderson Silva
Curitiba, Brazil
Forrest Griffin
Athens, Georgia

Main Card
Welterweight (170lbs)
Amir Sadollah
Richmond, Virginia
Johny Hendricks

Middleweight (185lbs)
Kendall Grove
Maui, Hawaii
Ricardo Almeida
Weehawken, New Jersey

Lightweight (155lbs)
Josh Neer
Des Moines, Iowa
Kurt Pellegrino
New York City, New York

Preliminary Card
Lightweight (155lbs)
Shane Nelson
Aaron Riley

Welterweight (170lbs)
John Howard
Tamdan McCrory
New York

Middleweight (185lbs)
Thales Leites
Rio de Janeiro, Brazil
Alessio Sakara
Rome, Italy

Welterweight (170lbs)
Dan Cramer
Matthew Riddle
Palmerton, Pennsylvania

Lightweight (155lbs)
George Sotiropoulos
Victoria, Australia
George Roop

George Roop replaces Rob Emerson
Welterweight (170lbs)
Danillo Villefort
Jesse Lennox

You can also watch UFC 101 live streaming on this site.

UFC 101 weigh-in results | UFC Countdown 101

In our series of UFC Countdown 101 here are the UFC 101 weigh-in results. This will be one heck of fight extravaganza.

Florian started fighting at welterweight and found out he couldn't hang with that weight class. He has to fight at 155 to win. Now, he's supposedly "dominating" guys left and right. Sure. Now that he's asked to fight a real talent in Penn, he's going to eat his words and wished he had never asked for the fight.

UFC 101 weigh-in results
Danillo Villefort 170.25 lbs. vs. Jesse Lennox 171 lbs.
George Sotiropoulos 155 lbs. vs. George Roop 154 lbs.
Matthew Riddle 170 lbs. vs. Dan Cramer 169.5 lbs.
Alessio Sakara 185.5 lbs. vs. Thales Leites 185 lbs.
John Howard 169.5 lbs. vs. Tandam McCrory 170 lbs.
Aaron Riley 154 lbs. vs. Shane Nelson 156 lbs.
Johny Hendricks 171 lbs. vs. Amir Sadollah 166.5 lbs.
Kurt Pellegrino 154.5 lbs. vs. Josh Neer 155.5 lbs.
Ricardo Almeida 185 lbs. vs. Kendall Grove 185.5 lbs.
Anderson Silva 205 lbs. vs. Forrest Griffin 205 lbs.
Kenny Florian 155 lbs. vs. B.J. Penn 155 lbs.

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Eunice Kennedy Shriver

Eunice Kennedy Shriver, the sister of late President Kennedy is in serious condition. The Founder of US Special Olympics has been in the hospital for a week, although we are just learning of this. I get the point of other people's statement, although she is being fully treated. We all know that medical attention cannot be denied at a hospital. Lets hope they send her to Canada where she can get in an appointment to see the best doctors.
A family spokesman has confirmed that Eunice Kennedy Shriver is currently in critical condition at Cape Cod Hospital.

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Billy Mays cocaine

Oh my God is this true? In a deeper search on the famous celebrity's death, after Michael Jackson's demetrol drug, how true is the link on Billy Mays cocaine? MJ also did drugs, and Billy wasn't even that rich. I could care less about either, but Billy is a much cooler guy in person.

Well I guess we can tell the difference between Aspirin which is a man made pharmaceutical and lets say marijuana which is grown natural. These are both considered Pharmaceutic? One is man made the other is a plant, or God made? Im not trying to trap you here just wondering if you know the difference.
Watch Billy Mays cocaine news

Kevin Durant Nike commercial

Kevin Durant Nike commercial is good stuff, I liked Mo too. Even though he is an enemy on the court. Hey this new Nike Hyperize commercial has all the balls! And I mean nothing by that. Kevin Durant, Mo Williams, Rashard Lewis and Andre Iguodala, what the DJ Quik! Rapping old school vibe, this should be the sweetest rhymes ever. Pictures and the hype has already been publicized months before via tweets from Kevin Durant, Mo Williams, Rashard Lewis and Andre Iguodala.

“@MoGotti2 just spit a nice 16! @KevinDurant35 up next…” – Andre Iguodala

Watch Kevin Durant Nike commercial with Mo Williams and Rashard Lewis - Nike Hyperize commercial

Samsung pn50b450

I wonder if this is a good buy for my new house. Or else I will just have to settle with my 22inch LG LCD TV. It's not the total showoff but it will do. The Samsung pn50b450 however has something to deliver.

It's easy to see the difference in picture quality with the 4 series plasma HDTV. 720p high definition resolution and e-panel technology deliver sharp images and crystal- clear details. You also get more realism and vivid color. Plus bothersome glare isn't a problem with FilterBright and 600Hz Subfield Motion with a .001ms response time delivers a clear picture for fast-moving scenes. Enjoy eye-catching images and brilliant color every day.

Want one?

On Three s Company what was Chrissy s dads occupation?

Pop quiz hot shot! Now that's a nice blog post intro. I wonder who said that first, but let's leave that for our next trivia. This time, we ask On Three s Company what was Chrissy s dads occupation?

ANSWER: A Reverend

May I just ask why there are so many people searching for the answer to On Three s Company what was Chrissy s dads occupation?

Big Brother 11 episode 13

It's Coup D'etat Eviction on Big Brother 11 house. What was the point of Michelle lying to Chima? Chisma flipped out for no reason at all. Too bad Jeff can't over throw her next week, but he can save Russell. Which is great.

Actually Sheema said she was gonna back door him before, Michellw didn't lie, but Russel exposed what she told him when she was Tryna have his back. Watch Big Brother 11 episode 13 if you whenever you had the chance. It will be a blast. Try CBS for rewinds, though sometimes CBS do not fix the videos on the site. If you keep on seeing the "video doesn't work" in red where episode 13 was supposed to be, report it to CBS.

Impossible Quiz walkthrough

Impossible Quiz walkthrough: Thanks to qb BUTTERs qb
1 - Four
2 - No, But a Tin Can
3 - K.O
4 - Click "The Answer"
5 - Press the button then without releasing the mouse move over to the next button.
6 - Shallots
7 - An Elephant
8 - Below the E is a green check mark that says OK. Click it
9 - Top right box ("That One")
10 - Teeth
11 - n
12 - Click the dot abobe the i in the word "Click"
13 - F'TAANG
14 - TORCH
15 - Spell HORSE
16 - H
17 - Click the level number (17)
18 - Hammer
19 - Blue,Orange,Green,Green,Yellow
20 - Seal
21 - Top left box
22 - +1 Skip
23 - BRAN
24 - Click the "V" in the word "lives" (bottom left)
25 - Shoe Polish
26 - Arsefacey
27 - Go to 28
28 - Abundance
29 - Egg mayonaise
30 - (See Q5)
31 - Woof. Woof. Woof.
32 - Babycham and human feaces
33 - 7
34 - Move your cursor off the screen until all 3 elephants are in
35 - Wait. Click the button when it appears
36 - A walk
37 - Of Course Not
38 - Mary Rose
39 - Cylindrical Adventures
40 - (See Q5)
41 - Click on Afro
42 - Click the 42nd 42 (Bottom row second from the left)
43 - Tom Cruise
44 - Complete the puzzle. Click in the little circle in the arrow, top right.
45 - Top right
46 - Bottom Left
47 - Click the button
48 - SNAAAAKE! (Top right)
50 - O.K.
51 - Keep clicking on the left monster (blue one)
52 - Second from the right (3rd from left)
53 - But PA might not.
54 - No, about 20cm off the ground
55 - QUICK! Top right. A game console for wholemeal biscuits
56 - Click the blue dot, then red, then blue then yellow
57 - Erm one?
58 - Shepards pie
59 - Repeatedly Click on the bottom left thing
60 - Yes
61 - Thumbs up (top left)
62 - Click the moss
63 - Tasteless white filth
64 - Egg > 28
65 - Click on the word "Largest"
66 - QUICK! Click the ! at the end of the question
67 - Big hairy arsonist
68 - Click and hold your mouse from the top of the back of his neck, down his back to his tail and then, let go. Do this over and over until the green bar is full.
69 - Lol, 69!
70 - Using it's anus
71 - Click the top left when it's green
72 - Below the question number
73 - Top-right
74 - Know one knows that
75 - QUICK press the escape button below the level number
76 - Sugar, Honey, Honey
77 - Question 77
78 - Four
79 - Click the "u" in "what do you mean".
80 - Filthy Romanians
81 - Move mouse up and down pole repeatadly
82 - Click all the nails
83 - National Dislexic Association
84 - Move over the button. Right click. When you see the star. Click on it.
85 - I loved it!
86 - The Prince
87 - In the circle 87 click the invisible dot
88 - Click repeatadly on his foot as fast as you can
89 - Blindness
90 - Nonce
91 - Tear paper from left to right. Start about 2/3 way down on left. You don't have to click. Just find the start of the tear and follow it across the page with your mouse
92 - Click in descending order... 194, 27, 26, 14, 9, 3, 2.5, 1, 0.4
93 - Drag the bomb away from the upper right corner. The arrow is under it.
94 - Do Nothing. Bomb is a dud.
95 - Move mouse off-screen. When the cat chases the bug, click the button
96 - A right mess
97 - +10 Times
98 - The WORDS Blue, Red, Blue, Yellow (Be careful)
99 - Click the sign when the lights turn green
100 - Two
101 - Type chihuahua
102 - Touch the circles but not the squares, when a small square appears, don't touch anything.
103 - Find the tomato. Before everything vanishes, put your mouse between the top of the letters "C" and "H"
104 - Click on the sad yellow moon. Bottom right corner
105 - Mouse over and type Banana out of the "B" in gooseberry, the "A" in apple and the SECOND "N" in nectarine
106 - Complete the game and DONT use a skip.
107 - Move your mouse over "I am ignore u" but don't click it, it will come up with game over. Ignore this and wait.
108 - Type in the missing numbers WITH SPACES. (4 8 15 16 23 42)
109 - click the monkey as quickly as possible, click it's poop, click the arrow in the poop.
110 - You must use ALL the skips in the game. Make sure you got the ones from the space level.

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Steven Tyler dead

After Steven Tyler falls off stage, the Aerosmith band member has been reported dead. There are no confirmations however on Steven Tyler death. The injuries he suffered on his head, neck, shoulder and his immediate rush to the hospital might brought the panic on everyone alarming everyone if Steven Tyler dead. But no, it is only a hoax falsely spreaded by Steven Tyler died rumor.

Der Riese strategy

I found a bunch of Der Riese strategy online. Der Riese is upgraded Wunderwaffe DG-2 Pack-A-Punch. Der Riese is the new Nazi zombie map on Call Of Duty WAW. Here's the Der Riese strategy, walkthrough, cheats, hints, tips, cheats or whatever you wanna call it.

Der Riese strategy 1: If you leave the 2 doors closed to the left of main frame and open all other door apart from these 2 then you can camp there and they all come in a line.

Use a fg-42 and a mp40 combo, they had the pack a punch attachment.

Every round where there are dogs, get 3 people in the pack-a-punch machine and 1 person just out side it, If you do it this the dogs just cram into the pack-a-punch machine and you can just shoot anywhere and get the points, kills and all. This is very easy and effective!
Nazi Zombies "Der Riese" Level 31 [BEST STRATEGY] [HD]
Der Riese strategy videos:

SmashKing5000's Der Riese Solo Strategy Guide - 23 Rounds Survived - Call of Duty: World at War - Map Pack 3
Map Pack 3 : Nazi Zombies Der Riese Solo Strategy 1 NO GLITCH : W@W : Call Of Duty 5 : WORLD at WAR

A quick and easy strategy I came up with just to get up to a somewhat high round. Hope this helps!

1) Knife for first two rounds

2) Open the path that's to the left of the clock tower and turn the power on.

3) Get Juggernaut, Trench Gun, and Bouncing Betties.

3) Camp in the courtyard area that has the power switch. DON'T OPEN THE DOOR IN THE COURTYARD! Get enough money to go to the mystery box a few times.

4) After you get good enough guns, keep camping in the courtyard. Keep Mystery Boxing until you get Wunderwaffe and Ray Gun. Try for Monkey Bombs as well.

5) Keep camping in the courtyard. Place betties in corners and one near the Trap Switch. Make a crawler and buy Speed Cola. Double tap will also help with the Ray Gun.

6) After you kill a good amount of Zombies in a round, or when everything gets too hectic, turn on the trap. Not many Zombies should be left.

7) Try to Wunderwafe your way to the trap switch. The bouncing betty should also help.

8) When all else fails, open the back door and shoot your Wunderwafe until you sweep out all Zombies nearby.

9) If you wind up opening the back door, make one full run around the path you made to get to the courtyard then turn on the power.

Also, remember to wait until the Trap Recharges before you try to turn it on again. And you get 2 new betties every round so don't waist any. Good luck!

Just watch the rest of the video, and you should be on your way.

Burn Notice season 3 episode 9, watch Burn Notice s03e09 3x9 3.9

The drums in this song give it away on who does this song, it is always ZZ Top, the other versions of this are cheap cover songs of it, which dont match the unique quality of this ZZ Top one.

Synopsis for Burn Notice season 3 episode 9: Michael Westen receives a "burn notice" while on assignment in Nigeria. Dumped in his Miami hometown with no money or resources to his name, Michael works as a freelance spy/private investigator to fund his investigation into who burned him and why.
Watch Burn Notice season 3 episode 9 s03e09 trailer

Real Housewives of Atlanta season 2 episode 2, Real Housewives of Atlanta s02e02 2x2 2.2

Oh my god Real Housewives of Atlanta season 2 episode 2 is way too awesome. And I'm not black. I have never seen a person that works in his profession act that way. He says he a top executive how in the hell he get that far. I wonder does he behave that way with all his clients if they don't agree with him. When you're in the customer service field you deal with all kinds of personalities and if you can't handle it you don't need to be in that profession. I'm like Sheree I would be very picky if I'm paying my money for it. I'm sure she's pay top dollar for her event.

Watch Real Housewives of Atlanta season 2 episode 2 s02e02 review

Willie Revillame on Cory Aquino funeral live coverage

I just saw this on TV, Willie Revillame requested to remove the Cory Aquino funeral live coverage bit on his Wowowee show last wednesday. Wish the rumor about Willie Revillame's death is true huh?

Anyway, I think the best he has said was for ABS-CBN to take off the Wowowee's telecast and broadcast the Cory Aquino live coverage instead. I could just imagine the minds behind ABS-CBN showing a hysterical audience with the host and the dancers having fun to the tune of "Igiling giling" and then there's Aquino family on the bus grieving and the funeral going on.

You can easily find the video on youtube. What I find entertaining and informative is this video of Joey and Vic's reaction to Willie's act. Laugh out loud on the countless spontaneous jokes here.

Read about online petition vs Willie Revillame.

Escape the Convenience Store walkthrough

Escape the Convenience Store walkthrough
It's another escape game and this time, of all the places it's Escape the Convenience Store by addicting games. I would eat all and take stuffs from this convenience store before I escape though. If you're stuck watch the video for Escape the Convenience Store walkthrough | xbox live down

XBox live August 6 isn't really typically down. There is ongoing XBox live maintenance schedule stated in XBox forums and at, or, no need to be alarmed. You may want to change router configuration web page of Xbox by altering the default Maximum Transmission Unit MTU setting. In that case do so at your own risk. Here's how.

How to reduce pictures size quick, easy and without using imaging software

Here is a personal tutorial on how to reduce pictures size quick, easy and without using imaging software. The reduced photos can now be uploaded to any site with ease. I discovered this myself and has taught this process to newbies. It is so simple, you don't have to download and install anything PLUS it can reduce an entire group of pictures all at the same time.

First thing that you have to do is to locate the folder where the pictures you want to reduce are. Highlight the photo or photos (hold 'shift' to select a group of photos), then right click then send to mail recipient.

A popup will appear, you can now select to make all my pictures smaller.

Microsoft Outlook will now open (don't worry I bet you have this app in your Microsoft OS), look at the attachments and there are your reduced size pictures! Save them as attachments or in Microsoft Outlook 2007, copy them to a new folder.

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Lunar Eclipse August 6 2009

For three days straight we are witnessing lunar eclipses. Lunar Eclipse August 6 2009 time and location can be seen below. Lunar Eclipse August 6 2009 live video streaming and Lunar Eclipse August 6 2009 video will be available soon.

Africa and Europe and South America will witness Lunar Eclipse on August 6 2009.
In Middle East

* In Dubai Eclipse Begins at 03:04 AM on August 6, 2009 Eclipse Ends at 06:14 AM on August 6, 2009
* Abu Dhabi Eclipse Begins at 03:04 AM Eclipse Ends at 06:14 AM
* In Bahrain Eclipse Begins at 02:04 AM Eclipse Ends at 05:14 AM
* In Kuwait Eclipse Begins at 02:04 AM Eclipse Ends at 05:14 AM
* In Qatar Eclipse Begins at 02:04 AM Eclipse Ends at 05:14 AM
* In Saudi Arabia Eclipse Begins at 02:04 AM Eclipse Ends at 05:14 AM
* In Oman Eclipse Begins at 03:04 AM Eclipse Ends at 06:14 AM

In South Africa

* In Durban Eclipse Begins at 01:04 hrs Eclipse Ends at 04:14 hrs
* In Cape Town Eclipse Begins at 18:04 Eclipse Ends at 21:14 Same time for Johannesburg, East London, Port Elizabeth and Pretoria.

In Kenya

* In Nairobi Eclipse Begins at 02:04 Eclipse Ends at 05:14

In Uganda

* In Kampala Eclipse Begins at 02:04 Eclipse Ends at 05:14

In United Kingdom

* In London Eclipse Begins at 23:04 on August 5, 2009 Eclipse Ends at 02:14 on August 6, 2009

In France

* In Paris Eclipse Begins at 00:04 on August 6, 2009 Eclipse Ends at 03:14 on August 6, 2009

In Germany

* In Frankfurt Eclipse Begins at 00:04 on August 6, 2009 Eclipse Ends at 03:14 on August 6, 2009

In Germany

* In Italy, Rome Eclipse Begins at 00:04 on August 6, 2009 Eclipse Ends at 03:14 on August 6, 2009

In Germany

* In Switzerland, Geneva Eclipse Begins at 00:04 on August 6, 2009 Eclipse Ends at 03:14 on August 6, 2009


* In Atlanta Eclipse Begins at 18:04 Eclipse Ends at 21:14
* In Boston Eclipse Begins at 18:04 Eclipse Ends at 21:14
* In Chicago Eclipse Begins at 17:04 Eclipse Ends at 20:14
* In Dallas Eclipse Begins at 17:04 Eclipse Ends at 20:14
* In Houston Eclipse Begins at 17:04 Eclipse Ends at 20:14
* In New Jersey Eclipse Begins at 18:04 Eclipse Ends at 21:14
* In Los Angeles No Eclipse
* In New York Eclipse Begins at 18:04 Eclipse Ends at 21:14
* In Philadelphia Eclipse Begins at 18:04 Eclipse Ends at 21:14
* In San Francisco No Eclipse
* In Seattle No Eclipse

Cash for Clunkers senate vote

Today August 6, 2009 is the slated Cash for Clunkers senate vote. It has already passed and been vindicted. What are the topics and details on Cash for Clunkers senate vote? Well an extension of course! The Cash for Clunkers being suspended was actually a sign of success.

Today senate will discuss the budget of $2 billion, with supporters and Republicans there to back it up though there would be amendments for sure.

Here's REUTERS report on Cash for Clunkers senate vote

WASHINGTON (Reuters) - U.S. Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid said the chamber would do its "very best" to approve a $2 billion extension of the "cash for clunkers" auto sales incentive on Thursday.

Reid said supporters had the votes to approve the measure, which offers consumers a federally backed rebate of up to $4,500 to trade in old cars for new ones that are more fuel efficient.

Republicans were expected to offer several amendments, but none were expected to pass.

(Reporting by Donna Smith and John Crawley, editing by Maureen Bavdek)

Cash for Clunkers senate vote results to posted here soon.

Yahoo press news here.

I just wanted to help you here. You can't directly access or you do however can do this much more systematic google search trick. Add 'site:' on your query and voila. You have access to inner stuffs of the site. America has graded the Obama Administration and Congress on how it’s handled the second 100 days in office.
View the final results on

So You Think You Can Dance finale 2009 video, SYTYCD season 5 finale

Just watched So You Think You Can Dance finale 2009 video, I enjoyed the personalities of the dancers on the last two season's way more than this season. This year it took a long time to get a bead on who had the inside track (aside from the early judges nod to Kayla). Even down to the top 8, nothing was clear.

Ironic how Evan has Sanjaya'd his way into the finale. He's been on the re-heated leftovers train all season. I guess with the down economy people are into that.

Everyone has their own personal taste. I love Evan. If he the most talented dancer, no he isn't. The winners title is "World's favorite Dancer, not World's best dancer. Bottom line, I enjoy Evan. He makes me smile everytime. The others are more The other 3 to me are just the same good dancers I have seen many many times on the show. I hope he wins. I hope all the negative comments from the judges last night backfire on them. I sure made me vote nonstop for an hour.

Jeanine stole the show for me in the SYTYCD season 5 finale. I did NOT see that solo coming. WOW!

Watch So You Think You Can Dance finale 2009 video recap

Lady Gaga hermaphrodite picture

Lady Gaga confirms that she is indeed a hermaphrodite in an interview. Do research. Big deal. Well until you sell four million albums and conquer music charts across the world as you read this comment, you and anyone who doesn't like her can't talk or judge a woman who tries to put music out there just to simply entertain people like you.
Lady Gaga hermaphrodite picture

If you didn't see the Lady Gaga hermaphrodite picture in that video, it's around 1:13, here is a screencap:Lady Gaga hermaphrodite picture

Top 100 Movie Quotes

Top 100 Movie Quotes
I just watched Transformers 2 and I think they should qualify in this top 100 movie quotes. Like Starscream's very in character dialogue, "Not to call you a coward but COWARDS do survive!", Prime's survival battle cry, "I'll take you all on!" in his fight against 3 badass decepticons. Also Megatron has his own, "Even in death, there is no command by mine." Cool huh!

Cash for Clunkers recall

People should push "Cash for Clunkers to e-plug-ins conversion" for the future industry. Government would have more job creation in recycling and environment industry. This creates competition, training, inspection and research development among auto parts vendors as well. The impact for the entire auto industry will be at least ten folds. People should build some ready to ship qualified demo package, refurnish and pricing for major models that are still on the road as well. They can be exported as well.

Besides the Cash for Clunkers recall there was consequently a Nissan Leaf recall. Nissan took the wraps off its new electric car, called the NISSAN LEAF. Honda announced it will recall 440,000 vehicles in the American market to fix an airbag defect.

For Honda recalls, click here. Read about Cash for Clunkers senate vote.

Nissan Leaf recall

Steven Tyler falls off stage

Just after Drake falls off stage, another famous celebrity hit the dirt. Steven Tyler falls off stage during a live concert in Sturgis Motorcycle Rally, western South Dakota. Steven Tyler had head, neck and shoulder injury and was rushed to the hospital.

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Party in the USA lyrics Miley Cyrus

Party in the USA lyrics Miley Cyrus

I hopped off the plane at LAX
with my dreams and my cardigan
welcome to the land of fame excess
am i gonna fit in
jumped in the cab,
here i am for the first time
look to the right and i see the hollywood sign
this is all so crazy
everybody seems so famous
my tummys turnin and im feelin kinda home sick
too much pressure and im nervous,
cause when the taxi man turned on the radio
and a Jay Z song was on
and the Jay Z song was on
and the Jay Z song was on

so i put my hands up
they're playing my song,
and the butterflies fly away
noddin' my head like yea
movin my hips like yea
i got my hands up,
there playin my song
i know im gonna be ok
its a party in the USA
its a party in the USA

get to the club in my taxi cab
everybodys lookin at me now
like "whos that chick, thats rockin' kicks,
she gotta be from out of town"
so hard with my girls all around me
its definatel not a Nashville party
cause' all i see are stilletos
i guess i never got the memo
my tummys turnin and im feelin kinda home sick
too much pressure and im nervous
and the D.J. dropped my favorite tune
and a britney song was on
and the britney song was on
and the britney song was on

so i put my hands up
they're playing my song,
and the butterflies fly away
noddin' my head like yea
movin my hips like yea
i put my hands up,
there playin my song
i know im gonna be ok
its a party in the USA
its a party in the USA

feel like hoppin on a flight
back to my hometown tonight
something stops me everytime
the D.J. plays my song and i feel alright!

so i put my hands up
they're playing my song,
and the butterflies fly away
noddin' my head like yea
movin my hips like yea
i put my hands up,
there playin my song
i know im gonna be ok
yea,(na, na na na na)
its a party in the USA
its a party in the USA
so i put my hands up
they're playing my song,
and the butterflies fly away
noddin' my head like yea
movin my hips like yea
i put my hands up,
there playin my song
i know im gonna be ok
its a party in the USA
its a party in the USA

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Curmudgeon definition

What is Curmudgeon? Here is a quick post about Curmudgeon definition. A crusty irascible cantankerous old person full of stubborn ideas. It does reflect and now I need to post some stuffs to create a revversing effect to what I have done.

Lunar Eclipse August 5, 2009

I was too late last Solar Eclipse, both seeing the live video and the posting it, but this Lunar Eclipse August 5, 2009 I won't get left behind. There will be live video streaming of Lunar Eclipse August 5, 2009 though I don't think it would be phenomenal. Whoops too late there has already been a video posted on youtube of Lunar Eclipse August 5, 2009.

August 4th, 2009 at around 8:45 I noticed that the moon was bloody red. I have been waiting to see one of these or a solar eclipse in New for a long time. I barely noticed it. Luckily I looked up at the sky and saw. It actually looks like mars in the vid for some reason. In person its just the moon and it looks closer than in the vid also...Enjoy :)

Lunar Eclipse August 5, 2009 video

August 5, 2009 Lunar Eclipse will be seen on Mauritius from 23:04UT - 02:14 UT. Try to watch at 00:39 UT.
According to the information I found, another penumbral lunar eclipse will be witnessed on August 6, 2009 at 21:00 GMT (Greenwich Mean Time). There's another partial lunar eclipse on December 31st also.

I love relishmag, they are my first source of delicious deserts and meals when special occasion come. Though we can't find Carrot Cakes recipes directly on, I will help you find Kory's Carrot Cake Recipe and The Silver Palate's Carrot Cake Recipe on the relishmag website. Instead of looking in, try these delicious recipes [1][2].

Lee Ann Valdiserri

Poor lady, Lee Ann Valdiserri seems to bear the lovechild of George Sodini. In George Sadini's online diary, he mentioned these lines.
"Lee Ann Valdiserri had my baby in early 1991. Haven't seen her since she was about four months into it. I knew her sister Chris, from high school."

So besides Lee Ann Valdiserri we also have Chris Valdiserri to ask and clear things up.

Bleach episode 232 sub, watch Bleach episode 232 english subbed

Man this really makes you think, who was Muramasa's Shinigami? It would be super cool if it turns out that Muramasa's Shinigami was Zaraki! I mean, he seems to have the perfect motive to want rebel. Bleach episode 232 is so cool where Zangetsu becomes an enemy. Looks interesting, and maybe Yourichi and Kenpachi will be the only ones to help with this one because Yourichi and Kenpachi can make up for the lack thereof with strength and pure physical prowess.
Watch Bleach episode 232 sub, Bleach episode 232 english subbed preview

George Sodini

George Sodini is the suspected gunman in the LA Fitness shooting. George Sodini, 48 has planned the shooting and he has online blog or diary to record this. George Sodini has also almost executed the plan and this is his second attempt. Watch George Sodini news report video and some George Sodini pictures.

If you are itching to read this killer's mind, brace yourself for this!

August 2, 2009:
The biggest problem of all is not having relationships or friends, but not being able to achieve and acquire what I desire in those or many other areas. Everthing stays the same regardless of the effert I put in. If I had control over my life then I would be happier. But for about the past 30 years, I have not

August 3, 2009:
I took off today, Monday, and tomorrow to practice my routine and make sure it is well polished. I need to work out every detail, there is only one shot. Also I need to be completely immersed into something before I can be successful. I haven't had a drink since Friday at about 2:30. Total effort needed. Tomorrow is the big day.

Unfortunately I talked to my neighbor today, who is very positive and upbeat. I need to remain focused and absorbed COMPLETELY. Last time I tried this, in January, I chickened out. Lets see how this new approach works.

LA Fitness shooting

In the latest news about LA Fitness shooting, 5 people died in the shootout. God bless the victims and families. Watch the LA Fitness shooting videos for details.
LA Fitness shooting

LA Fitness shooting 2

Human dog hybrid

When I saw Human dog hybrid on google trend, I thought the minds behind the promotion of Dopie flipflops are getting the aid of someone in a hacker's attempt to popularize the term Human dog hybrid. Then this human dog hybrid would eventually lead to Dopie's hybrid concept on all of their ads. Which fails actually for me. If you want to set a fashion trend, people don't want to look like dogs or a gorilla! Epic fail I say. The next Human dog hybrid is also a fail. Some say it is a sculpture, photoshopped or for God's sake true hybrid, and it bothers me. Disturbing image with no artistry or creativity whatsoever.
Human dog hybrid dopie
Human dog hybrid

William and Sly walkthrough

William and Sly is a really great game! Here is a nice video walkthrough for William and Sly. A lot of people had problems with this boss, hope this helps. Took me some time to figure out as well. Ayumi said the boss has an attack pattern, he usually
- attack above
- moves back
- attack at the bottom
- moves back
- attack at the top
- moves back
- and this pattern loops again

How do you get wings? You get it by standing like 10 seconds on that rock. William and Sly walkthrough

William and Sly 13th Rune Boss FairyFlies

Regrowth walkthrough

Regrowth is a cool game, but I dont think I could do it. So I cheat! I searched for Regrowth walkthrough and I found one.
This is a new and really fun game with several endings. You're a seed, on a quest to save your world from being harmed. Use your mind to think what's wrong and what's good. If you do something wrong, you'll harm your world, and if you do something good, you'll save your world. However if you are stuck, I've got this Regrowth walkthrough by Prid13.

Bermuda Escape walkthrough

That second puzzle in Bermuda Escape to form the square, box, and circle made no sense until I watched this. Normally I love Pastel's games, but this one... well... it was kinda pointless and didn't make much sense story-wise. This is a new and fun escape game from Pastel Games! This time you're in a boat, and you're boat gets destroyed by a sea wave. Try to escape the ocean, and if you're stuck or seasick, use this Bermuda Escape walkthrough by Prid13.

Watch G.I. Joe bootleg leaked streaming online

I want to say the first thing that disgusts me out of this movie adaptation of G.I. Joe. Whoever thought that of the visible mouth of Snake Eyes should be axed immediately! It looks downright ugly, and very not loyal to the cartoon! Because of that and the appeal that in fact this movie has nothing to do with traditional GI Joe and looks more like a Crysis rip-off, which was a sucky game anyway, I might watch G.I. Joe bootleg leaked streaming online. It's not even a shame if the edits are not a full, I can't bare anymore to see the CGI clip of them running from rockets in full.

Taylor Bean and Whitaker in trouble

Taylor Bean and Whitaker in trouble definitely as Taylor Bean and Whitaker was raided August 3, 2009. Coincidentally, the same thing happened to Colonial Bank.
Federal agents acceded onto Taylor, Bean & Whitaker Morgage Corp. at the Platinum Financial Center and Platinum Community Bank Monday morning August 3, 2009.

Ocala Police officers answered customer questions and guarded the front doors of the Platinum Community Bank.

Government National Mortgage Association has also terminated Taylor Bean and Whitaker to issue mortgage securities and they taking the company's 25 billion service portfolio. FHA has released the following statement on a press release.
"FHA and Ginnie Mae are imposing these actions because TBW failed to submit a required annual financial report and misrepresented that there were no unresolved issues with its independent auditor even though the auditor ceased its financial examination after discovering certain irregular transactions that raised concerns of fraud. FHA's suspension is also based on TBW's failure to disclose, and its false certifications concealing, that it was the subject of two examinations into its business practices in the past year."

I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell Trailer

I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell will make it abundantly clear that it has always been the style of writing that made Tucker Max funny--not what he was writing about. The parts of his stories I always hated were the dialogue, so naturally when it has to be driven by conversation and acting instead of storytelling and descriptive writing it will come up short. I'm sure he has enough of a following of people who just want to see t-i-t-s to ensure that it will not flop, though.

Still I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell looks so funny, this guy is hilarious as well as the biggest j-e-r-k to ever walk the planet. The book was amazing too! And this is clearly a great adaptation.

Watch I Hope They Serve Beer in Hell Trailer:

George Sodini online diary

George Sodini online diary ( has been taken down. We can't even access the google cached. Here is a copy of the full text though. The way George Sadini wanted it, copied and reproduced to be spoken forever.

George Sodini
Age 48.
DOB 9/30/1960
DOD 8/4/2009
5-10, 155 lbs.
Never married.
Pittsburgh, Pennsylvania USA

Why do this?? To young girls? Just read below. I kept a running log that includes my thoughts and actions, after I saw this project was going to drag on.

November 5, 2008:
Planned to do this in the summer but figure to stick around to see the election outcome. This particular one got so much attention and I was just curious. Not like I give a flying **** who won, since this exit plan was already planned. Good luck to Obama! He will be successful. The liberal media LOVES him. Amerika has chosen The Black Man. Good! In light of this I got ideas outside of Obama's plans for the economy and such. (portion redacted)

December 22, 2008:
Time is moving along. Planned to have this done already. I will just keep a running log here as time passes. Many of the young girls here look so beautiful as to not be human, very edible. After joining this gym, started lifting weights and like it. Much info about weight programs, diet etc on the web. Or anything for that matter. Instead of TV I can Google for hours to relax. TV and most movies are dull.

December 24, 2008:
Moving into Christmas again. No girlfriend since 1984, last Christmas with Pam was in 1983. Who knows why. I am not ugly or too weird. No sex since July 1990 either (I was 29). No s***! Over eighteen years ago. And did it maybe only 50-75 times in my life. Getting to think that a woman now would just, uh, get in the way of things. Isolated. I have extra money and enjoy traveling, too, wtih my 25-30 days of vacation. LA was the best! But going alone is not too fun. Invited to a party on Christmas day tomorrow. Seems about 15-25 people will actually show. I like her parties; I can meet new people and talk. Got the next 8 days off. I should have exit plan done and practiced by then. I know nothing will change, no matter how hard I try or what goals I set.

December 28, 2008:
Glad I stayed around. All these days off are great. I will shoot for Tuesday, January 6, 2009, at maybe 8:15. I have list of to-do items to make.

December 29, 2008:
Just got back from tanning, been doing this for a while. No gym today, my elbow is sore again. I actually look good. I dress good, am clean-shaven, bathe, touch of cologne - yet 30 million women rejected me - over an 18 or 25-year period. That is how I see it. Thirty million is my rough guesstimate of how many desirable single women there are. A man needs a woman for confidence. He gets a boost on the job, career, with other men, and everywhere else when he knows inside he has someone to spend the night with and who is also a friend. This type of life I see is a closed world with me specifically and totally excluded. Every other guy does this successfully to a degree. Flying solo for many years is a destroyer. Yet many people say I am easy to get along with, etc. Looking back, I owe nothing to desirable females who ask for anything, except for basic courtesy - usually. Looking back over everything, what bothers me most is the inability to work towards whatever change I choose.

December 30, 2008:
While driving I radio surfed to a talk show. The caller was a 30ish black man who was describing the despair in certain black communities. According to him, life is cheap there because you are going to die anyway when you get old. It is the quality of life that is important, he said. If you know the past 40 years were crappy, why live another 30 crappy years then die? His point was they engage in dangerous behavior which tends to shorten the lifespans, to die now and avoid the next 30 crappy years, using my example. The host got sarcastic and ended the call instead of trying understanding his point. Agreement wasn't necesary. I put music back on. But it was an interesting, and useful point for me to hear.

December 31, 2008:
My anger and rage is largely gone since I began lifting weights. Lifting drains me but I still have energy. Somebody else suggested running but that did not help me. I guess strenuous exercise is necesary for a man. So I just learned that now at 48. Maybe 30 years later than I would have liked. My dad never (not once) talked to me or asked about my life's details and tell me what he knew. He was just a useless sperm doner. Don't know why, find it fun talking to young kids when I visit someone. Brother was actually counter-productive and would try to embarase me or discourage my efferts when persuing things, esp girls early on (teen years). Useless bully. Result is I am learning basics by trial and error in my 40s, followed by discuragement. Seems odd, but thats true. Writing all this is helping me justify my plan and to see the futility of continuing. Too embarassed to tell anyone this, at almost 50 one is expected to just know these things.
I hope it doesn't snow on Tuesday. Just thought of that. The crowd will be thin so I would postpone. S***!

Now that I am on the topic of family and people I know, I might as well make a summary of sorts to show where things stand. This is New Years Eve I have time, no date tonight of course, so:

Honorable mention:

******** Church in Pittsburgh, PA - "Be Ye Holy, even as I have been Ye holy! Thus saith the lord thy God!", as pastor ****** would proclaim. Holy s***, religion is a waste. But this guy teaches (and convinced me) you can commit mass murder then still go to heaven. Ask him. Call him at *******. If no answer there, he should still live at 4*********. In any case, guilt and fear kept me there 13 long years until Nov 2006. I think his crap did the most damage. Their web site: ********

Mum - The Central Boss. **********. Don't **** her off or she will be mad and vindictive for years. She actually thinks she's normal. Very dominant. Her way and only her way with no flexibility toward everyone in the household. A power and control thing. People outside the immediate family like her. Why are people vicious with their closest ones? She is the Boss above all other Bosses.

*********- A Boss, my brother (***********-) Always the big bully, twice the size of most others. When he bullied or harassed someone, it was the other person who "deserved it". It was always about him. Way to self absorbed, too. Still is. Used to like to embarrass guys in front of their girlfriends. Lots of other s***. Kind of guy you actually loved to hate. The biggest, most self-centered jagoff I know. He took those bullying "skills" into the business world and is doing good financially. He is a big wheel only in his mind. Most people can see thru all his manipulation. He calls only when he wants something.

****** - sister - More of a victim than anything. Copes by exercising much control over her adult children. We used to be close until her control of L & D caused a conflict. Never the same after.

*****- neph, sis's son (girlfriend********). Good young guy, though.

****- niece, sis's daught. Attractive, smart, emotional - all good YW qualities.


********- I have been in barrooms and church groups. The worst people by far are the religious types. Especially a right-wing, stiff-faced fundie like Andy. A condescending, demeaning, passive-aggresive person. Frigid, rigid, linear and totally inflexible. Being a very serious person, he cannot hide his frown-lined face. He better not try to smile; lest his face might crack. I knew children of parents who grew up in strict religious homes. Religion has a certain stink to it of guilt, shame, fear, and that moral standard that always contradicts the natural tendencies and desires of a person. Therin lies the conflict. Young person cannot experiment with things to decide on their own and establish their own parameters. So they tend to cut loose and really rebel much worse than the average young person. Ma and Pa never know what goes on. They easily BS their parents because they want to believe their little one is an angel. Andy has a young daughter ****** away at college, *********. I saw her picture on his desk. She's your basic, attractive, young girl. Please reread my entry made on Nov 5th. That's only one thing she can do. You Andy types out there need to further strengthen your strict resolve and do more of the same thing! Because those girls were great when I recall my college years! She is someone's (or many guy's) little *** now, I am sure.

Another point about andy. How can someone be cold, vicious, sarcastic and generally nasty ALL THE TIME and then make the claim about their church life and how good they are? Total hypocritical idiots.

That's all for now. That felt good.

Let's continue...

January 5, 2009:
Was at the gym to lift. Very crowded. Tomorrow should be good. There is a woman there that gives me a certain look every time I am there. I decided to walk over and make a comment about the crowds but she left when I finished the exercise. Better that I do not get sidetracked from tomorrow's plan anyways. Life is just playing games. One or two dates with her, then the end. No matter how many changes I try to make, things stay the same. Every evening I am alone, and then go to bed alone. Young women were brutal when I was younger, now they aren't as much, probably because they just see me just as another old man.
I see twenty something couples everywhere. I see a twenty something guy with a nice twentyish young women. I think those years slipped right by for me. Why should I continue another 20+ years alone? I will just work, come home, eat, maybe do something, then go to bed (alone) for the next day of the same thing. This is the Auschwitz Syndrome, to be in serious pain so long one thinks it is normal. I cannot wait for tomorrow!

January 6, 2009:
I can do this. Leaving work today, I felt like a zombie - just going thru the motions. Get on the bus, get the car, drive home.....My mind is screwed up anymore, I can't concentrate at work or think at all.
This log is not detailed. It is only for confidence to do this. The future holds even less than what I have today.
It is 6:40pm, about hour and a half to go. God have mercy. I wish life could be better for all and the crazy world can somehow run smoother. I wish I had answers. Bye.

It is 8:45PM: I chickened out! S***! I brought the loaded guns, everything. Hell!

April 24, 2009:
Early last month, we had our second general layoff. I survived. First one was in November. When I began 10 years ago, that used to be a nice place to work. I understand the need to reduce staff when times sour, but this is out of proportion to the economic problems at this time. The economy is shrinking by about 4-5%. They decided not to pay Christmas bonus - for staff that amounts to about 8% of yearly pay. Well, OK. Plus no yearly "merit" raise, another 3.5%. That totals to about 11% cut. Plus two layoffs of 5% staff in each case. Do the math. I know this firm is using this downturn as an excuse to take advanage of a bad situation and kill jobs UNNECESSARILY. The second layoff people who actually did work were let go. We all need to pick up the slack so the company can cut beyond what is necesary. Wasn't going to mention it, because of all this s***, it is ****, the large law firm headquartered here in Pittsburgh. Just call it ****** Corporation. Most people there are OK and I would never have a shoot 'em up there. They paid me for 10 years, so far!

I predict I won't survive the next layoff. That is when there is no point to continue. RIght now, life is bearable and I can get by indefinitely. Something bad must happen. The paycheck is all I have left. The future holds nothing for me. Twenty five years of nothing fun. I never even spent one weekend with a girl in my life, even at my own place. Also unlikely to find another similar job. I guess then is when I take care of things. I don't have kids, close friends or anything. Just me here. If you have nothing, you have nothing to lose.

I enjoy writing these entries, I have no plans to go back and edit or even read most stuff already written. If you get bored, just click that "x" at the top, right corner of your browser. Bye.

May 4, 2009:
I was so eager to do this last year. The big problem on my mind now is that my job will end soon. One project is being transistioned to another. The other one I am solely responsible, but is being fast tracked to production. I estimate maybe a month. I am not ready for the job market. I am ok what I do, a .NET software developer. Not at the top of the class, but I do a good job. I survived two general layoffs and other little layoffs they are having but keeping quiet about. I hear things.

The problem is I feel too good now to do this but too bad to enjoy life. I know I will never enjoy life. This is an over 30 year trend. Some people are happy, some are miserable. It is difficult to live almost continuously feeling an undercurrent of fear, worry, discontentment and helplessness. I can talk and joke around and sound happy but under it all is something different that seems unchangable and a permanent part of my being. I need to realize the details of what I never accomplished in life and to be convinced the future is merely a continuation of the past - WHICH IT ALWAYS has been. I am making a list of items that will provide motivation to do the exit plan, it won't be published. I always had hope that maybe things will improve especially if I make big attempts to change my life. I made many big changes in the past two years but everything is still the same. Life is over. Even though I look good, dress well, well groomed - nails, teeth, hair, etc. Who knows.

What is it like to be dead? I always think I am forgetting something, that's one reason I postponed. Similar to when you leave to get in your car to go somewhere - you hesitate with a thought: "what am I forgetting?". In this case, I cannot make a return trip!

I like to write and talk. Ironic because I haven't met anybody recently (past 30 years) who I want to be close friends with OR who want to be close friends with me. I was always open to suggestions to what I am doing wrong, no brother or father (mine are useless) or close friend to nudge me and give it bluntly yet tactfully wtf I am doing wrong. A personal coach or someone who knows what he is doing would be perfect. Money is highly secondary for a solution.

May 5, 2009:
To pull the exit plan off, it popped into my mind to just use some booze. I want to do this before I get laid off, for reasons not worth mentioning but don't seem to have the balls. After the gym, I stopped at Shop N Save and got a fifth of vodka and a small bottle of Jack Daniels. I haven't had a drink since September 1, 1988, just over 20 years. It doesn't matter now, I need to use it to take the edge off of carrying out the exit plan. I will be taking some every now and then to get used to it and see if the alcohol effects will embolden me. Weed would be fun to try again. I don't know who has any. Life is over, who cares? I just need to use common sense, can't drink and drive, etc. This idea just hit me at a point in time and I immediately acted on it. Same thing happened when I decided to go back to Pitt full time, first day was Monday, May 8, 1989, and to buy the house that closed on Friday, September 30, 1996, to name two examples I remember so well.

The list idea yesterday is working. I carry it in my wallet and add to it. I am feeling to good to do carry this out, but too bad to enjoy ANYTHING. My life's dilema.

May 6, 2009:
I started the JD. About one ounce with some tea to get me started. No big deal.

May 7, 2009:
Went to the gym and did mostly cardio. My heart rate was 117 just from walking on the treadmill at 3.4. This should be done a few times a week for maybe 15 mins or so to keep the heart active. I sprinted a few times to push the limits.

May 18, 2009:
I actually had a date today. It was with a woman I met on the bus in March. We got together at Two PPG Place for lunch. The last date for me was May 1, 2008. Women just don't like me. There are 30 million desirable women in the US (my estimate) and I cannot find one. Not one of them finds me attractive. I am looking at The List I made from my May 4th idea. I forgot about that for several days. That tells me where I stand. These problems have gotten worse over a 30 year period. I need to expect nothing from me or other people. All through the years I thought we had the ability to change ourselves - I guess that is incorrect. Looking at The List makes me realize how TOTALLY ALONE, a deeper word is ISOLATED, I am from all else.
I no longer have any expectations of myself. I have no options because I cannot work toward and achieve even the smallest goals. That is, ABOVE ALL, what bothers me the most. Not to be able to work towards what I want in my life. I believe I am deserve that. I read recently it is called "self efficacy", but who knows. Is that more psychobable?

May 25, 2009:
I was invited to a picnic, and I went. An older woman there, out of the blue, asked if I liked high school. Then quickly asked if I was picked on very much. Intersting why she would ask that. But, thanks, I already know what the problem is, but a solution eludes me.

May 29, 2009:
Another lonely Friday night, I'm done. This is too much.

June 2, 2009:
Some people I was talking with believed I date a lot and get around with women. They think this because I showed an email I got from a hot woman to the department gossip, but it didn't work out. All this is funny. Actually, I haven't had sex since I was 29 years old, 19 years ago. That's true.

June 5, 2009:
I was reading several posts on different forums and it seems many teenage girls have sex frequently. One 16 year old does it usually three times a day with her boyfriend. So, err, after a month of that, this little *** has had more sex than ME in my LIFE, and I am 48. One more reason. Thanks for nada, b******! Bye.

July 4, 2009:
Wow, already late evening. I stayed in all day. Can't believe there was NOTHING to do today. No parties or picnics. WTF. No need to leave now.

July 20, 2009:
Been a long time since last write. Everything still sucks. But I got a promotion and a raise, even in this shitty Obama ecomomy. No more grunt programming. Go figure! New boss is great. He tactfully says when you did something wrong or complements on good things. Never confused with him. But that is NOT what I want in life. I guess some of us were simply meant to walk a lonely path. I have slept alone for over 20 years. Last time I slept all night with a girlfriend it was 1982. Proof I am a total malfunction. Girls and women don't even give me a second look ANYWHERE. There is something BLATANTLY wrong with me that NO goddam person will tell me what it is. Every person just wants to be fucking nice and say nice things to me. Flattery. Oh yeah, I am sure you can get a date anytime. You look good, etc. *****.
Awwww, wait. I can just start being self-righteous and say I live a good, clean life. I am holy, that's all ****** stuff. Hear that you ********: I Am Just Good!

July 23, 2009:


I just looked out my front window and saw a beautiful college-age girl leave ****** house, across the street. I guess he got a good lay today. College girls are *****. I *******. Frequently. He is about 45 years old. She was a long haired, hot little hottie with a beautiful bod. I ******. Frequently. Some were simply meant to walk a lonely path in life. I don't usually look out, but just happened to notice. Holy f****I have ******** since age 13. Thanks, mum and brother (by blood alone). And dad, old man, for TOTALLY ignoring me through the years. All of you DEEPLY helped me be this way.

I wish I can go back to 1975 and fix things. Awe, that wont work, big BULLY BROTHER would assert his bull **** He was twice my size. He never messed with guys bigger than 5'10, or so. He is a **** at heart. Remember, ****** is my brother (we have common parents, that's all) is still a BOSS. Repetition only for emphasis: HE IS ONLY A BULLY, even at 50ish! Never forget that! Because he exudes confidence. People believe bull ****if delivered WITH CONFIDENCE. Get it??

On the same thought, things occured to me today. ****NEVER had an attractive girlfriend. *****, ... then I lost track. Not to say I had any (execpt ****, who was about a 7.25). He married a Chinese-descent, petite woman with no body, no ass, no chest and no personality. She never laughs or smiles, neither does he. But she is highly intelligent and an excellent cook. I can testify to that! She home bakes her own DELICIOUS wheat bread! But who cares about that type of small bull ****? *****even mentioned when we were visiting dad that "she's not very attractive".

I don't know where I am going with this. I am getting tired, feels good to write and get it all out.

On still another thought, I had 20+ years of sobriety and achieved nothing about friendships, girlfriends, guys, etc. Zilch. What a waste.

Bye, for today.

August 2, 2009:
The biggest problem of all is not having relationships or friends, but not being able to achieve and acquire what I desire in those or many other areas. Everthing stays the same regardless of the effert I put in. If I had control over my life then I would be happier. But for about the past 30 years, I have not

August 3, 2009:
I took off today, Monday, and tomorrow to practice my routine and make sure it is well polished. I need to work out every detail, there is only one shot. Also I need to be completely immersed into something before I can be successful. I haven't had a drink since Friday at about 2:30. Total effort needed. Tomorrow is the big day.

Unfortunately I talked to my neighbor today, who is very positive and upbeat. I need to remain focused and absorbed COMPLETELY. Last time I tried this, in January, I chickened out. Lets see how this new approach works.

Maybe soon, I will see God and Jesus. At least that is what I was told. Eternal life does NOT depend on works. If it did, we will all be in hell. Christ paid for EVERY sin, so how can I or you be judged BY GOD for a sin when the penalty was ALREADY paid. People judge but that does not matter. I was reading the Bible and The Integrity of God beginning yesterday, because soon I will see them.

I will try not to add anymore entries because this computer clicking distracts me.

Also, any of the "Practice Papers" left on my coffee table I used or the notes in my gym bag can be published freely. I will not be embarased, because, well, I will be dead. Some people like to study that stuff. Maybe all this will shed insight on why some people just cannot make things happen in their life, which can potentially benefit others.


1. Probably 99% of the people who know me well don't even think I was this crazy. Told by at least 100 girls/women over the years I was a "nice guy". Not kidding.

2. Lee Ann Valdiserri had my baby in early 1991. Haven't seen her since she was about four months into it. I knew her sister, Chris, from high school.

3. Net worth slightly more than $250K, (after all debt) as of end of 2008.

4. Death Lives!

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